I've dealt with this my entire life. Life with PTSD is all I know. But, I do grieve. Somedays, I just dream about a life that I could of had without PTSD. I wonder about how different I would of been. I grieve for that little girl in me that was just at the wrong place at the wrong time and had my entire life changed. I grieve for what could of been. I don't dwell on it, but it is always there...
Emma
Emma