hi all, i was mentally and sexually abused as a child by my stepfather, my mother was unable to protect herself let alone me.
l then had a ten year relationship with a man who also mentally and physically abused me.
I've been single for fifteen years, spent most of it bringing up my three sons and during this time seen numerous councilars and been on different medication. l was recently told I have cpdtd and my first fault was "I'm not mad" however I've been struggling for the last two months and I just want to give up...I've had enough. I've even gone as far as planning it and I cannot see any way back and to be honest l don't want to.
l then had a ten year relationship with a man who also mentally and physically abused me.
I've been single for fifteen years, spent most of it bringing up my three sons and during this time seen numerous councilars and been on different medication. l was recently told I have cpdtd and my first fault was "I'm not mad" however I've been struggling for the last two months and I just want to give up...I've had enough. I've even gone as far as planning it and I cannot see any way back and to be honest l don't want to.