My therapist has been on vacation this week yes it's killing me but I don't want him to know that. I have tried to look at it kind of is a test for myself I have not done well I'm afraid to even tell him my thoughts. I actually feel sorry for him because I know when he comes back he's going to have nothing but a bunch of people that are freaking out because he's been gone for a week. It must be really hard to come back as a therapist from vacation knowing that you're going to face one freaking out person after another. After all they are only human even though that's their job it's still must be rough. Both of my appointments this week are the last ones of his day so by the time he sees me I'm sure he's had enough for the day. Does anyone else ever feel guilty about showing that you need them too much and try to put on a brave face when inside you're really the basket case?