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still_i_rise
Confident
@camabelu - Thank you. I am amazed at the compassion I've found here.
I felt so petty and desperate for asking to see proof that he's called it off. I felt so small, begging for a sign that it really was over.
When he refused I asked why he wouldn't show me and he responds with "my dignity". AAAACKKKK!!!! He's worried about his dignity. Our marriage is falling apart and he's worried about his dignity.
I know what I'm feeling is raw wounds from the betrayal. I don't want to hold onto this rage. I really don't. I want to move towards healing.
I just don't know how to if I can't even get a simple gesture of trust from him.
I felt so petty and desperate for asking to see proof that he's called it off. I felt so small, begging for a sign that it really was over.
When he refused I asked why he wouldn't show me and he responds with "my dignity". AAAACKKKK!!!! He's worried about his dignity. Our marriage is falling apart and he's worried about his dignity.
I know what I'm feeling is raw wounds from the betrayal. I don't want to hold onto this rage. I really don't. I want to move towards healing.
I just don't know how to if I can't even get a simple gesture of trust from him.