Hello everyone, I’m Daisy. I just found this site and there’s a lot to look through, I sympathise with all I’ve read so far, but haven’t found any experiences similar to my own – so I’m hoping to get any advice or recognition (there’s loads of knowledge on here!) Nearly a year ago I was on holiday and in serious accident. I died briefly, had internal bleeding and lost my short term memory for a few weeks. After recovering physically I went back to work, got fired and then got sick – exhausted, headaches – but, apart from nightmares, had no emotional symptoms. Recently the mental problems have surfaced a little – panic attacks, crying fits and so on- but physically I am still very ill. I have an excellent therapist, who has helped me seek out the root of a lot of this, but what I don’t understand is why I feel emotionally fine most of the time. My life feels good, I’m happy and although I am far more easily stressed than before, I’m still not that stressed. So what’s going on? Am I so far removed from my feelings that I’ve made myself physically ill, but still feel fine? I know that my experience (although more complicated than I have written here) was nothing in comparison to some of the stories I have read here, but part of my brain just can’t seem to process it, is that because it involved death? Can anyone relate to this? Or am I alone in my craziness? I have been diagnosed with PTSD, by the way, but the doctors and therapists can’t seem to make up their minds.