Hannah Spencer
New Here
Here is my story and then I would love to hear what some of you think I am actually getting desperate. I met Sam 8 years ago and we dated for a year then he pushed me away. I thought it was over but it wasn't he called me after that and we have played this tiresome game of pulling me close to push me away. I love him more than my own life if i could carry any of this for him I would but I can't. He has always told me that there were things I couldn't understand and I have never or will never push him to talk to me about them but if he wants I will listen. This past weekend he told me so many things I never knew and I held him and told him all I could think of, no matter what you have done to me or anyone else there is a great person inside you and I know him he is amazing. I will always love you if I didn't runaway after last night why would I? I will always be here when you need me. He finally after 8 years said I love you. (He has only been back home 5 years) Is it possible we could last? The worst part is during the times we were apart I felt TERRIBLE for being happy knowing what he was going through, I am not happy without him but I want him to be ok. I would love to hear from people with similar stories good or bad because I have left many relationships because he has called and needed me. ANY advice would be so very welcome right now I am lost and feel like i am sinking.