ambergrass
New Here
um, i just wanted to say hello really. im not very good at introductions.
im living in england, and i have ptsd from familial abuse and a separate rape. ive been homeless since last march, when i was forced to flee my house and cut all contact with anyone. im 18. since then i tried to do my a levels again but it didnt work out due to living in a shelter at the same time and ptsd mucking me around and i tried to kill myself and i had to drop out. im living in a different, quieter building run by the same shelter currently and i should be okay for the next year or so just here i think at least, and i plan on not worrying about education for the time being as im on ESA or something.
im on zoloft 100mg a day but it doesnt seem to be working as ive attempted twice again in the past month alone and my doctor tried putting me on cbt but i refuse to do any more talking nonsense as ive done them for years and they solve not much of anything in my experience.
i didnt know if anyone on here would be able to relate or if this would be a good idea to just pour out my sob story or anything. if you read this thank you and i hope you have a nice day. im still not entirely sure how to talk about my experiences without them comingoff as a giant woe-is-me pitymongering thing so im sorry about that.
im living in england, and i have ptsd from familial abuse and a separate rape. ive been homeless since last march, when i was forced to flee my house and cut all contact with anyone. im 18. since then i tried to do my a levels again but it didnt work out due to living in a shelter at the same time and ptsd mucking me around and i tried to kill myself and i had to drop out. im living in a different, quieter building run by the same shelter currently and i should be okay for the next year or so just here i think at least, and i plan on not worrying about education for the time being as im on ESA or something.
im on zoloft 100mg a day but it doesnt seem to be working as ive attempted twice again in the past month alone and my doctor tried putting me on cbt but i refuse to do any more talking nonsense as ive done them for years and they solve not much of anything in my experience.
i didnt know if anyone on here would be able to relate or if this would be a good idea to just pour out my sob story or anything. if you read this thank you and i hope you have a nice day. im still not entirely sure how to talk about my experiences without them comingoff as a giant woe-is-me pitymongering thing so im sorry about that.