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Up all night. Going on over 24 hours being up and starting to see stuff more. Headphones are on so the music drowns out most of the noise my mind creates when I'm this tired. Three hours and I can go home and sleep.
Badly. Stupid nightmares and sleeping at 4am until 12 am. Big headacke. This pattern has been on for the last week, just started again when I took a lower dosis of Lexatin, as doctor prescribed me.
I had nightmares when I first went to sleep, like 5 minutes into it. I awoke, and went back to sleep and they continued. The 3rd or 4th time I got wokened up, I JOLTED AWAKE, I hate that when that happens!!! I could not even recall that nightmare. My mind hid it from me. Anyway, I had to take an extra Clonazepam to finally get to sleep. I usually take 1 1mg tab at bedtime, but I had to take that 2nd one about an hour later. Then I slept really well after that. I am so grateful.
went to bed at two. Got up at noon. Lots of dreams. Vivid dreams full of stress. Like epic movie type dreams. Startled awake a few times and then went right back. Even though I woke up at noon, I'm feeling way less lethargic than the past week. I skipped the Cymbalta last night.