My psychiatrist won't Prescribe more meds until I make an appointment. Which is tomorrow but I've been waiting all week. I take Zoloft. I'm noticing especially in the last few hours I'm having really obnoxious and petty thoughts. There's this person who I hate with all my being, on or off my medicine. She's complete trash (I'm sorry, that's the nicest way to put it. I'm holding back as much as I can.) she has harassed me on multiple occasions, followed me to work, tried to get me institutionalized when I clearly didn't need it,told my parents that due to my mental illness they are failures,she hoards animals,she sexually harassed my best friend on multiple occasions. I could go on. Long story short, after she called me day and night when I warned her not to, I blocked her number from all the phones including house and cell phone. I was just thinking of how much I hate her because I can't sleep. Then I went through her social networks online and thought to myself "you should die." That's not acceptable..even for a low life like her. If I were to say things like that..I would become the person I hate most. Prior to that I was thinking of a bunch of annoying little things my best friend does and how much it pisses me off. I want to shake the irritable mood off. I'm just not sure how..I hope I can get better before I go into work in approximately 6 hours! On a side note..I also have put thought into quitting smoking. Has anyone here had the same experience with Zoloft withdrawal and being angry? And is anyone else a smoker or former smoker? If so, any tips for quitting?! It's the only way I know how to cope with flashbacks as of right now