I feel like my relationship could end at any time and I don't want it to. My girlfriend says she loves me and I do too, but a lot of the time we'll be kissing/cuddling/going on days out, Etc. And I'll be triggered out of nowhere, it upsets her and it upsets me, I really love this girl but I feel horrible because my PTSD is making me not good enough for her and often wastes the time we have together by me either going into a flashback and staring at a wall, unresponsive, or crying for no apparent reason. I want to know how to control the PTSD, it's a lot to ask for but for me the relationship is completely off limits to everyone and everything, my own private time I spend with her and escape from the stress of school and my parents, but being triggered keeps interrupting it. I don't know what I'm saying. To be honest, I'm triggered and crying right now but all I can think about is the abuse and how I'm going to get past it and to a good relationship..
(FAQ; I have a psychologist, the police know what happened to me, my parents know too.)
(FAQ; I have a psychologist, the police know what happened to me, my parents know too.)