Changing4Best
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I just feel strange. I have been feeling like I am coming down with something, like a flu or stomach virus, but that is by far not at all what is making me feel crazy. It all started last night at choir practice. I suddenly felt hopeless and that I would never be able to learn this newest song we are supposed to be singing on Easter morning.
WHen I got home, it got worse, I started thinking about what the future would be like some 4 yrs from now. I am 60 and 2 of my grandparents lived to be about a hundred. I got scare by what this world might be like in 40 years. THe future looks kind of bleak, thinking in terms of our country's economy and also what the book of Revelation in the Bible says the end times will be like. If you have read it, you probably have an inkling of what I am talking about. If not, I suggest that you do read it.
I just need some kind of anchor. I feel as if I am adrift at sea without a wheel to steer this ship I am on. Can anyone relate?
WHen I got home, it got worse, I started thinking about what the future would be like some 4 yrs from now. I am 60 and 2 of my grandparents lived to be about a hundred. I got scare by what this world might be like in 40 years. THe future looks kind of bleak, thinking in terms of our country's economy and also what the book of Revelation in the Bible says the end times will be like. If you have read it, you probably have an inkling of what I am talking about. If not, I suggest that you do read it.
I just need some kind of anchor. I feel as if I am adrift at sea without a wheel to steer this ship I am on. Can anyone relate?