I’ve had my cats for 14 1/2 years. Their names are snickers and Kitcat. Kitcat was my boy, and orange tabby and his sister is a gray tabby. They are littermates. Kitcat has been losing weight, they found a small mass in his abdomen last month and put him on steroids. The steroids made him sick and have diarrhea so I stop them and try to give him kitten food so he would have extra nutrition. That didn’t work either and also made him sick so I started giving him Pedialyte so he wouldn’t get dehydrated. It wasn’t working and he lost more weight. He went from 8 pounds in April to 6 pounds in the beginning of October and he weighed 3 1/2 pounds today at the vet. The vet said that the mass was cancer and that there wasn’t anything that could be done unless I wanted to start doing ultrasounds in chemo and things that I just can’t afford. I’m getting divorced next week and starting a new job. I wouldn’t be able to be home with him all the time like I have been. It’s very strange to be sad and actually feel entitled to this feeling. It’s horrible to feel this way with all the other losses going on my life. I know I did the right thing because he wasn’t doing well, he was in pain and very lethargic. My poor sweet baby is in a better place but I am just so so sad. HIs sister looking for him now. Her daddy left and now her brother.