EveHarrington
MyPTSD Pro
I hate being emotional.
It's so much easier to spew venom everywhere and hide behind anger because it keeps me safe.
It all just piles up though.
Family member threw me away. (It does feel slightly better that he threw others away, too. Slightly.)
Well, technically two family members threw me away. The second sided with the first (and also against the other family members thrown away.) f*cked up, I know.
Moving soon. Can't take my dog with me.
I broke things off with the guy. Things weren't good but it still hurts.
I start the day program today. Well IF I can sleep and stop feeling sick.
My head is killing me.
I want to puke.
(It's rare that I get this emotional and feel this sick.)
I'm sitting here crying. More like hysterical. Well, but can still type.
I just feel so overwhelmed.
:-(
It's so much easier to spew venom everywhere and hide behind anger because it keeps me safe.
It all just piles up though.
Family member threw me away. (It does feel slightly better that he threw others away, too. Slightly.)
Well, technically two family members threw me away. The second sided with the first (and also against the other family members thrown away.) f*cked up, I know.
Moving soon. Can't take my dog with me.
I broke things off with the guy. Things weren't good but it still hurts.
I start the day program today. Well IF I can sleep and stop feeling sick.
My head is killing me.
I want to puke.
(It's rare that I get this emotional and feel this sick.)
I'm sitting here crying. More like hysterical. Well, but can still type.
I just feel so overwhelmed.
:-(