goingonhope
MyPTSD Pro
I just want to apoligize to everyone for not being available and successfully able to respond to so many great new threads and so forth, and even those of you who have recently found the forum. I've been spacing out far to often in psyche pain and head trips, other directions, other work, and life's responsibilities. I mean, I'm not entirely doing horribly, it's just that every little thing is taking so much effort on my part and energy. I feel like my brain has slowed so far down that other's, in my present life, can recognize it and must think I'm so so slow and wonder what's wrong with me.
And, it bothers me to no end at times that here on the forum I seem to be slow at concentrating, reading, and responding to others, or even welcoming new people. I'm just lost in another world too often (time & space), and also quite legitimately trying to juggle many, many responsibilities, goals and family ambitions.
I just want others to know, really and truly, that I wish my life was more suited that I could get to know more of you, respond to many more people and posts and perhaps be of some support.
I read it tonight, that we can't help others unless we can help ourselves, and quite honestly lately I'm freakin' feeling lost and confused far, far too often.
Just all the emotions that we sometimes get slammed with. Mine hit intensely and in the numbers. I mean I don't experience one intense emotion, it hits in the form of 4, 5, 6 intense emotions simultaneously.
Well, now I'm getting off the point, what I want to say here is that: I just want to apoligize to everyone for me not being available and successfully able to respond to so many great new threads and so forth.
I mean I know it's not my responsibility, or anything, but it is my hope and desire to just be among you' all, a friend and an active, constructive part of this great forum.
Hope
And, it bothers me to no end at times that here on the forum I seem to be slow at concentrating, reading, and responding to others, or even welcoming new people. I'm just lost in another world too often (time & space), and also quite legitimately trying to juggle many, many responsibilities, goals and family ambitions.
I just want others to know, really and truly, that I wish my life was more suited that I could get to know more of you, respond to many more people and posts and perhaps be of some support.
I read it tonight, that we can't help others unless we can help ourselves, and quite honestly lately I'm freakin' feeling lost and confused far, far too often.
Just all the emotions that we sometimes get slammed with. Mine hit intensely and in the numbers. I mean I don't experience one intense emotion, it hits in the form of 4, 5, 6 intense emotions simultaneously.
Well, now I'm getting off the point, what I want to say here is that: I just want to apoligize to everyone for me not being available and successfully able to respond to so many great new threads and so forth.
I mean I know it's not my responsibility, or anything, but it is my hope and desire to just be among you' all, a friend and an active, constructive part of this great forum.
Hope