I made it but i held it together to the best of my ability and fell apart today. All i wanted to do was lye in bed and that I did for the most part taking care of my son in between. I could not stop crying today. I am going to try to go to bed now as I have my next cervical epidural will in 6 yours.....so I better try to sleep. What a stessful week, i just wish i had 24 hous totally alone to just collect my thoughts but that is not an option at this poing in my life...soon, I hope. Take Care Everyone. Thank you for taking the time to read this!