Just found out today that we'll be moving into a hostel on Tuesday. Me mum and sister in one room. Mum keeps saying it's ok because at least we'll be together. I can't stand her. I have a lot of hate for her that I try to keep under control as I know she's mentally ill but I'm not sure I'm going to be able to cope with this. Also looked the hostel up online and there was a news article about a man who lived there for 6 months with two children and there were fights, fireworks inside the hostel, drug abuse etc in the hostel when he lived there.
Anxiety is just too much right now. Everyone turns away from my family no one wants to help which is why were going to be living in a hostel and the reason no one wants to help is because my mum and both of her siblings have severe childhood abandonment issues as their dad walked out on them and I've never hated anyone more than I hate him. He's the reason I have ptsd, he's the reason I'm going to end up in a hostel and he's the reason my mum is so irresponsible.
Anxiety is just too much right now. Everyone turns away from my family no one wants to help which is why were going to be living in a hostel and the reason no one wants to help is because my mum and both of her siblings have severe childhood abandonment issues as their dad walked out on them and I've never hated anyone more than I hate him. He's the reason I have ptsd, he's the reason I'm going to end up in a hostel and he's the reason my mum is so irresponsible.