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Ohh yeay!! the two most bad-ass girls in the forum are teaming up!! awesome! the two chicks that i looked up to the most....I am not going to talk shit to you guys..believe me or not i do have respect for the both of you.. and yes i posted here because i wanted to hear from you guys. yes, i have thought of this before...have posted this before (sorry i am so godd*anm annoying).... but i have been wondering the same shit for that long as well...Why should i have to wonder forever if my husband wants to be with me still?? I want to be with him and he knows that! Hes changed a lot and nobody knows what we go through and its not all PTSD, its more than that. i really dont want to live a lie anymore...So pretty much what i hear alot of in here in is leave the PTSD sufferer to live his life, dont bother him, let him do as he wishes with no responsibilities and no reality, no love, no one to care.... ok....so nobody needs to be married in that case or even be in a relationship
Simple as that right?
I do apologize if i did sound harsh (i did ask for opinions)...im saying sorry because i want to not because i expect the same or deserve it or am going to get it.
I introduced my husband to this site... i found it because i wanted to learn about what he was going through because I FREAKING CARE ABOUT HIM!!!
a few corrections. I never asked to be told that i am perfect for staying...NEVER... and i never asked to be told every 5min that he loves me..i have never done that, and nobody should do it. you got the wrong point obviosuly...it goes deeper than that. Its just weird how people can give such specific opinions on things they dont even know.... yeah like i want him to leave me so he can be the bad guy and i only do everything for him because i only care about myself... its sad.....I care about my husband like i have never cared about anyone in my life, he means the world to me and this is what i get....well i will make it a point to just read from now on and learn as much as possible and not post anywhere because apperantly i upset people...
i do care about all you guys and i am sorry it has to be this way.... i never meant any harm.... hell maybe i am jealous because i have problems too (that you guys would not even know about) and i feel alone as well.... i try my best to be there for my husband but i am not ok myself....its hard... bye
Simple as that right?
I do apologize if i did sound harsh (i did ask for opinions)...im saying sorry because i want to not because i expect the same or deserve it or am going to get it.
I introduced my husband to this site... i found it because i wanted to learn about what he was going through because I FREAKING CARE ABOUT HIM!!!
a few corrections. I never asked to be told that i am perfect for staying...NEVER... and i never asked to be told every 5min that he loves me..i have never done that, and nobody should do it. you got the wrong point obviosuly...it goes deeper than that. Its just weird how people can give such specific opinions on things they dont even know.... yeah like i want him to leave me so he can be the bad guy and i only do everything for him because i only care about myself... its sad.....I care about my husband like i have never cared about anyone in my life, he means the world to me and this is what i get....well i will make it a point to just read from now on and learn as much as possible and not post anywhere because apperantly i upset people...
i do care about all you guys and i am sorry it has to be this way.... i never meant any harm.... hell maybe i am jealous because i have problems too (that you guys would not even know about) and i feel alone as well.... i try my best to be there for my husband but i am not ok myself....its hard... bye