greycrayon
Learning
I have always felt trapped and disgusted as a child at my human body...I grew up bizarrely thinking like I was another species and the difference was strong enough for socialising to be stressful. I had no reason or memory why this should be so.
Being in my first relationship, feeling an animalistic type fear whenever he touched me. I felt like I wanted to throw up just if we held hands. I broke up with him after a day because the feelings were so strong and I physically couldn't tolerate him getting close to me. For about six months after that my body was in a state of high alert
Being in my first relationship, feeling an animalistic type fear whenever he touched me. I felt like I wanted to throw up just if we held hands. I broke up with him after a day because the feelings were so strong and I physically couldn't tolerate him getting close to me. For about six months after that my body was in a state of high alert