Jessica2744
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Hello! I'm Jessica. (Please understand that I'm not an English native speaker)
I'm having a hard time lately. After I read many stories from this site, I realized everything started from his PTSD.
Of course he opened his PTSD from the beginning. We started dating recently and we felt something different from the fist date. He called it magical thing, chemistry etc.
He seemed genuine and couldn't hide his feeling about me.
He said he felt like teenager and bit embarrassed because his feeling grew so quickly.
Last Friday, he's hot shoulder operation. When we were at hospital, he mentioned our serious relationship and made whole week's plan with me.
Then?? Suddenly he vanished from few days ago.
Actually, he stopped taking medication 4 weeks ago after that he felt bit down. Now he's taking medication again. Probably he can't think properly because of his medication.
I texted him, called him but couldn't reached him.I was bit angry and I texted him that if he wanna finish then just tell me. Well...no answer still now.
I found this site and it helped me a lot. I can't just give him up!
I know there's nothing I can do. Now I'm trying to give him his space and just waiting...but until when??
Also, I'm little bit doubt.
Was it his genuine mind? or his PTSD made him so urged. He kept saying he likes me..a lot!
What should I do? If he wants to finish why he didn't say anything?
I'm lost. Please give me advice.
Thank you!
I'm having a hard time lately. After I read many stories from this site, I realized everything started from his PTSD.
Of course he opened his PTSD from the beginning. We started dating recently and we felt something different from the fist date. He called it magical thing, chemistry etc.
He seemed genuine and couldn't hide his feeling about me.
He said he felt like teenager and bit embarrassed because his feeling grew so quickly.
Last Friday, he's hot shoulder operation. When we were at hospital, he mentioned our serious relationship and made whole week's plan with me.
Then?? Suddenly he vanished from few days ago.
Actually, he stopped taking medication 4 weeks ago after that he felt bit down. Now he's taking medication again. Probably he can't think properly because of his medication.
I texted him, called him but couldn't reached him.I was bit angry and I texted him that if he wanna finish then just tell me. Well...no answer still now.
I found this site and it helped me a lot. I can't just give him up!
I know there's nothing I can do. Now I'm trying to give him his space and just waiting...but until when??
Also, I'm little bit doubt.
Was it his genuine mind? or his PTSD made him so urged. He kept saying he likes me..a lot!
What should I do? If he wants to finish why he didn't say anything?
I'm lost. Please give me advice.
Thank you!