FauxLiz
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My T and I have been taking baby steps toward my slowly accepting and agreeing to admission in an intensive treatment facility. I have scheduled a call with a member of the admissions team for tomorrow afternoon. I am our right panicking, considering self-medication, considering self-harming, pacing and considering baking because I want something sweet that I can trust I will like and will fill the time.
Between now and the end of the business day tomorrow I could really use encouragement from others that have this disorder that I am moving in the right direction. I am so scared, I keep thinking of the things people will say about me like "she's crazys" How can we expect her to make good decisions during Xyz situation when she has ptsd? Wow how did we not every realize she was psycho crazy" Yes I know I expect very negative response but I know the people that work with and it is not going to be pretty from overhead executives, peer employees and lower level employees. Please remind me that I am going to be okay.
Between now and the end of the business day tomorrow I could really use encouragement from others that have this disorder that I am moving in the right direction. I am so scared, I keep thinking of the things people will say about me like "she's crazys" How can we expect her to make good decisions during Xyz situation when she has ptsd? Wow how did we not every realize she was psycho crazy" Yes I know I expect very negative response but I know the people that work with and it is not going to be pretty from overhead executives, peer employees and lower level employees. Please remind me that I am going to be okay.