Frecklespop
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First post on here, so hi!
So, I was with someone from July 2013 till Friday. I had told him before we started dating that I had been sexually assaulted the year before and at that moment in time, I only mainly had flashbacks and would get upset at times. Over the past 2ish years my PTSD has gotten a lot worse, to the point where even if he was trying to comfort me I would freak out, I wouldn't want to be touched, and I wanted to flee during every intense discussion we had.
It has now gotten to the stage where we both called it a day (temp or for good i don't know). Since last year my anger and frustration turned outwards to him. During an argument, when i was upset and he tried to comfort me, when i wanted to leave the room and he didn't want me to.
How do i even get help from this? How could i even get a relationship back from all this horrible things I have said and done?
Or even to get him to understand a bit better about what to/not to do?
So, I was with someone from July 2013 till Friday. I had told him before we started dating that I had been sexually assaulted the year before and at that moment in time, I only mainly had flashbacks and would get upset at times. Over the past 2ish years my PTSD has gotten a lot worse, to the point where even if he was trying to comfort me I would freak out, I wouldn't want to be touched, and I wanted to flee during every intense discussion we had.
It has now gotten to the stage where we both called it a day (temp or for good i don't know). Since last year my anger and frustration turned outwards to him. During an argument, when i was upset and he tried to comfort me, when i wanted to leave the room and he didn't want me to.
How do i even get help from this? How could i even get a relationship back from all this horrible things I have said and done?
Or even to get him to understand a bit better about what to/not to do?