I had a slight cleaning, and being neat obsession, which meant I cleaned my apartment for a about 2-3hours everyday. Now I am only allowed to do 30-40 mins and I am supposed to control that by always working with the alarm clock. The thing is, now I loose interest in cleaning and keeping things in order, which meant I didnt clean my fridge for a very long time, because I was tired and felt I need to take care of myself rather than having a perfect apartment. Even in my darkest days, I function because the more depressed I become the harder I have to control the outer
I was conditioned as a child to always look clean, be clean, be neat and have things under control. It might sound silly, but a part of me thinks there is a moral expectiation I should fulfill by being neat and organized.
Do you worry about having a neat, clean apartment?
I was conditioned as a child to always look clean, be clean, be neat and have things under control. It might sound silly, but a part of me thinks there is a moral expectiation I should fulfill by being neat and organized.
Do you worry about having a neat, clean apartment?