419can.dance
Confident
I’m finding myself slipping more and more each day… Numb to the world. I am living through the second most painful experience in my life. that I have cried through the past three weeks. I have talked about. I have prayed over. I even wrote a f*cking list.
I know there is beauty in pain but the pain is slowly drifting away. The pain that I know of so well is leaving me. The pain that has crafted and molded me into the human being I am today is vanishing right before my eyes.
I am.
Am I no longer alive?
Has my fantasy come true?
Am I merely drifting above myself watching one step after the other.
The lack of control
Is painful
I know there is beauty in pain but the pain is slowly drifting away. The pain that I know of so well is leaving me. The pain that has crafted and molded me into the human being I am today is vanishing right before my eyes.
I am.
Am I no longer alive?
Has my fantasy come true?
Am I merely drifting above myself watching one step after the other.
The lack of control
Is painful