Lilmssunshine
Confident
Since I spoke to my favorite person in the world. He told me ten days ago that he wants to hear from me. He told me ten days ago that he loves me. So every couple of days I'd text with no expectation of a response and no response. I also called him once after five days, no answer, no call back. I've kept busy, taken good care of me and work hard on growing. I just miss him. I always miss him when he does this. I wonder if he knows how much I miss him when he isolates. I don't think I have ever told him. I just have accepted it and kept busy. Then we pick up where we left off. I guess I got a little hopeful when he told me he always has loved me. Hopeful that we would talk more. Guess not. I see him and not his illness. That doesn't stop me from wishing I could hear his sexy voice more often. I'm just kinda venting I guess. I think I'm realizing how much I love him.