moshpitmunkey
Confident
I have a real problem with social and emotional isolation as well...I desire to have friendships and close meaningful relationships with people but yet I still remain extremely guarded and unwilling to self disclose or get close to people due to trust issues and feeling like no one will actually understand me or get me, wanting to have control, or just unwilling to dig through everything I'm going through or have been through just to create a close bond. Most of my friendships remain superficial and I don't want this but I just seem to be stuck. It's hard