This is very unusual for me but I will do my best.
I'm 31 years old, a wonderful wife and 3 loving children. Diagnosed with PTSD 2+ years ago. I have a fair amount of don'ts, do not fret, I will not list them all. I don't internet well, this is my first experience in a forum that i have ever attempted to participate with. I don't express myself emotionally in an appropriate manner, though I have worked tremendously hard to alleviate this difficulty, therapy and self evaluation. Art is my most comfortable space and even then I am filled with anger for myself. I don't find comfort in explaining to close friends and family that I am suffering, either that day or all together; it feels like I am passing my burdens onto them. I push them away from me regularly, I'd rather suffer alone without hurting anyone, emotionally.
I suffer, we suffer.
I needed to try something new before I, or she, divorce my wife and alienate my kids just so I can't affect them negatively anymore. I'm diagnosed and medicated but live in an area that doesn't have a lot of therapist options and I have already been through two therapists. one retired, the other I don't fully trust.
I would say that covers the basics of an introduction.
I'm 31 years old, a wonderful wife and 3 loving children. Diagnosed with PTSD 2+ years ago. I have a fair amount of don'ts, do not fret, I will not list them all. I don't internet well, this is my first experience in a forum that i have ever attempted to participate with. I don't express myself emotionally in an appropriate manner, though I have worked tremendously hard to alleviate this difficulty, therapy and self evaluation. Art is my most comfortable space and even then I am filled with anger for myself. I don't find comfort in explaining to close friends and family that I am suffering, either that day or all together; it feels like I am passing my burdens onto them. I push them away from me regularly, I'd rather suffer alone without hurting anyone, emotionally.
I suffer, we suffer.
I needed to try something new before I, or she, divorce my wife and alienate my kids just so I can't affect them negatively anymore. I'm diagnosed and medicated but live in an area that doesn't have a lot of therapist options and I have already been through two therapists. one retired, the other I don't fully trust.
I would say that covers the basics of an introduction.