Basically. I am a deeply distrusting individual. The experiences that I have had, have taught me not to trust anyone. Certainly not the police or the (in)justice system. I am profoundly terrified that a C-PTSD dianosis will do me exactly no good. I am especially concerned that my young child might be taken from me or that legal issues that I am not aware of might arise. So that is my question, might a C-PTSD dianosis result in... I don't know... even more bad shit happening to me? I am also afraid of the consellors. When I was a child my mother brought me to a psyciatrist and he tried to use our time together to convert me to Mormonism and completely refused to discuss the abuse I suffered. Luckily, I was able to escape before he did too much damage but... what is the percentage of preditors that become counsellors? I would imagine that it would be quite high.