I am preparing myself for a maelstrom of emotions tomorrow for two reasons
1) My friend is calling my psychiatrist tomorrow to tell him I'm not coping. I could get no help whatsoever, or I could get sectioned (again) or anything in between. I'm hoping for something in between - being sectioned was a huge trauma to me (I'm a qualified mental health practitioner but not immune from mental health problems) although is not the reason I have PTSD. Just keep everything crossed, please, that something can be done. The irony is I have no idea what I want or need.
2) Yesterday I found a red lump on my dog's leg and it looks nasty as it has a black ring round the outside of it. I'm going to ring the vet first thing in the morning and ask if he can be seen tomorrow too. He is 13 and a half, I've had him from 14 weeks old, and am preparing myself for the fact that it could be cancer.
Terrified.
1) My friend is calling my psychiatrist tomorrow to tell him I'm not coping. I could get no help whatsoever, or I could get sectioned (again) or anything in between. I'm hoping for something in between - being sectioned was a huge trauma to me (I'm a qualified mental health practitioner but not immune from mental health problems) although is not the reason I have PTSD. Just keep everything crossed, please, that something can be done. The irony is I have no idea what I want or need.
2) Yesterday I found a red lump on my dog's leg and it looks nasty as it has a black ring round the outside of it. I'm going to ring the vet first thing in the morning and ask if he can be seen tomorrow too. He is 13 and a half, I've had him from 14 weeks old, and am preparing myself for the fact that it could be cancer.
Terrified.