Hi my name is Emmanuel , I am 47 and have been diagnosed 6 years ago . No other mental health issues such as "bipolar , psychotic etc ' . I am a father of two amazing girls . I am currently going through a divorce after 8 year most probably because I have still not have healed or worked on the core issues of my PTSD , in fact besides my girls and some friends , I am unable to keep intimate relantionships with great difficulty . I have done ACT and CBT therapy with great advancements in my daily living . This year I have added anti anxiety and depression meds which also have helped but since they are suppressors vs healers , when I have an episode they are much more explosive and acary than before , catch 21