Sailor_Jerry89
New Here
So this is an odd feeling. My doctor has been an amazing help through this, but after being on vacation for two weeks (I am in the middle of CBT, which he told me not to interrupt/miss sessions or face setbacks), I find myself angry with him. Everyone deserves a break, especially military doctors, but I find myself angry nonetheless. I feel abandoned, betrayed, and lost. Yesterday I proclaimed I was done: I was done with medications and treatment, I would just live with my nightmares and bottle it all back up, because I could function before. I had no emotions but I could function in my professional life. I still feel this way, but I don't know what to do now. Has anyone else experienced something similar? Please post if you have and are comfortable doing so.