My mind is numb and I'm just doing things to forget the constant hum of negativity but obviously it's constant so it just dims but doesn't go away. I can't focus in school, all i do is waste (in my opinion it's not a waste at all) my time away by reading, watching shows and reading and reading-anything but doing actual school work and shit. I don't want to talk to anyone and neither do I have the energy to. I'm in bed all the time besides when I'm at school. I don't know what I want anymore, I don't know who I am anymore, I don't care for either, either. I'm stuck and I don't know which way to move. Yet at the same time I feel like I've been falling through darkness all this time. What do I do? What do I do?