Killashandra
Confident
So i am sitting in the car while my husband and daughter get a few things for me from the market.. this is because all the way into town i was silently melting down... i didnt listen and went into the pharmacy for my top up meds and by the time qe left i was an emotional mess...
I see theae people who are gping about thier business without a care on the world and i can barely find the strength to keep going everyday. I have done nothong but cry since i changed anti depressants.. ita only been a month... i cant help feeling useless and unworthy of life. I found self harm to be quite helpful.. i keep picking at the wound to keep it open and im happy for a few hours
.. but this isnt right and that makes me anxious also. .
I dont know.. i want to see my daughter grow but i dont want to inhibit her potential. Fml
I see theae people who are gping about thier business without a care on the world and i can barely find the strength to keep going everyday. I have done nothong but cry since i changed anti depressants.. ita only been a month... i cant help feeling useless and unworthy of life. I found self harm to be quite helpful.. i keep picking at the wound to keep it open and im happy for a few hours
.. but this isnt right and that makes me anxious also. .
I dont know.. i want to see my daughter grow but i dont want to inhibit her potential. Fml