I'm feeling really depressed and suicidal. I had no one to talk to so i spoke with my best friend who's been there for me. I think I've worn her out though. She said if I don't take my medication then she doesn't want to be around anymore. I know it's because it's too difficult, but without her I have no one and that's fine. It'll just make suicide easier. I won't have to worry about someone else. I don't know what to do.