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MaryAthena
My sadness is for him because he did not want to die. We talked and laughed and made plans to be together in the next couple of weeks. Now my sister-in-law and younger brother are burying him in 2 days and that does not give me enough time to get to them without incurring major cost. I feel helpless again. My husband committed suicide and I still struggle with that. This day just brings up so many feelings of David and how I wish I could go now. No more time lines and work and bills and plans and life to navigate through. Just sad....