Once again my man contacts me, professes his love for me after not hearing much from him for a while. He says he needs to see me. We make plans, that day comes & goes. . .not a peep from him. I had even sent him a message the day before saying I was looking forward to tomorrow. That message was true but it also served as both a reminder and an opportunity to have an out. He could've given a cancellation to me then rather than silence. I love him but I cannot endure my heart being ripped out over & over. I sent him a message telling him he will always be the greatest love of my life, that he doesn't have to make empty promises to have my love, it's always been there, and that I will continue to pray for his happiness daily, and that I expect nothing in return. I suppose it's very difficult to let go in these relationships because you never truly have closure. I know he loves me, and I love him. So my heart doesn't realize it's time to move on. And every time I get to that point he professes his love and I just think what if . . . .but I haven't actually seen him in weeks. Maybe it's been a month, I'm not sure. I'm dying inside.