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Sexual Assault My "story"?

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I still don't understand what the hell I was thinking at the time (I was using multiple drugs, nothing hard, so maybe that played a part in it)
Can I ask, what was your pattern of using like, and is it similar to the pattern you now exhibit with the alcohol and marijuana?
 
Can I ask, what was your pattern of using like, and is it similar to the pattern you now exhibit wit...
Not really. I used to use every chance I got and I used to drink constantly, I think I just wanted to stop feeling for a while. I do use marijuana every day still, but honestly its helped a lot with my anxiety and it helps me open up to the people around me more. I don't treat it any differently than I did the lithium and Abilify I took for a while, and it doesn't make me feel weird or disconnected like the prescription did. Drinking wise its maybe a dozen times a year, I don't keep any in the house because I know I have addictive tendencies.
 
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