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Trust me. I know how I sound. I do. Irrational and stupid for staying despite all the odds being against me. I need to leave. I know this. Part of me staying is the love I have for him. That look in his eyes when he is sorry. The fact that I somehow became dependent on him financially. The promises he made if I did let him. And I am silly enough to hold onto the memories of when we were happy. It feels like a dream now. And I know what I need to do. It's just really hard to let go.