Hi all, just over a year ago I was woken by the police to tell me that my husband had been found dead, he was to my knowledge at work but he was actually in a hotel not far away with another woman, it was just before our 20th wedding anniversary. Although I coped well, carried on , worked, paid the bills and looked after my daughter, passed my driving test things are really hard now. I was diagnosed with PTSD and am having EMDR therapy. My main problem is anxiety which is making driving really hard after having worked so hard to pass my test. I have amazing support around me but often feel really lonely due to the uniqueness of my situation. Hoping some of you can get me and I can feel less like a weirdo!