Hi I am new good to find a place with people with similar experiences i feel so alone all the time in my pain just introducing myself i don't want to share my full story yet as i am new but just the small facts that are painful and some new to admitting and recently came to new memories which is causing a lot of struggling...its just so much pain all the time. I was raped by my dads friend from ages 8-17 and also raped by my brother and his friend from ages 12-17 and well lots more to all of that...but i will just start there and see how i feel i suffer from PTSD nightmares and flashbacks every night and a million other things and also have depression, anxiety and anorexia all brought on by trauma. so i will maybe share more of my stories both are there own part of hell to be honest ...but anyway thanks for listening sorry if this is pointless both are long and complex stories and just so hard to even share and i don't think anyone would even understand my therapist is wonderful and really my whole treatment team but its a constant struggle.