Joeythething
New Here
hello. I am new to these forums. I am 30, female, and have been suffering for about 14 years now.
I feel like I live in a bubble separate from everyone else. I am a horrible person, and everyone who sees me seems to just be able to tell. Butterflies live in my stomach full-time. Going out in the cold or dark is terrifying. Every time I leave my house I feel like it's going to burn down and I'll have to live outside. Loud noises make me cry, toys and buses and nice people make me cry. I get a small disability allowance but I really really want a job again.
I want to be better. I want to start being normal. I really really want to be like everyone else.
I am so sorry for all of my complaining. Thank you for having me, I hope to get to know some of you as time goes on. I would love to make meaningful connections with people who might understand why I am so stupid all the time.
I feel like I live in a bubble separate from everyone else. I am a horrible person, and everyone who sees me seems to just be able to tell. Butterflies live in my stomach full-time. Going out in the cold or dark is terrifying. Every time I leave my house I feel like it's going to burn down and I'll have to live outside. Loud noises make me cry, toys and buses and nice people make me cry. I get a small disability allowance but I really really want a job again.
I want to be better. I want to start being normal. I really really want to be like everyone else.
I am so sorry for all of my complaining. Thank you for having me, I hope to get to know some of you as time goes on. I would love to make meaningful connections with people who might understand why I am so stupid all the time.