Hi I'm new here. Been living as a carer for 10 years with partner. During 9 years of that time she was heavily tranquilized and durng the past year (off the medication) she was suffering what I now know to be PSTD. Her emotional state and mental capacity was "different" to say the least. Not understanding what was going on I tried very hard to help but didn't have the tools. We are now seperated and she believes that I am abusive. Feel confused, guilty and after reading some articles, posts, etc realizing that some of what she dished out was emotionally/mentally abusive to myself. Still care abouther deeply, but being the "enemy" I don't know what to do other than let go of the situation and move on. Really difficult postion at the moment. As she is telling me that she is interested in another yet calls (I've been asked not to contact her) me and it throws me because I can hear her desperation and fear.