MrsBeasley86
Confident
I went to bed last night feeling pretty good. I was positive and hopeful. But this morning was not the best. My 6 yr old daughter started 1st grade Monday. I took her to and from school fine that day. Yesterday, my husband was here. So we both took her. But this morning, I had my uncle pick her up. She was excited because she gets to ride with her cousin. He told me that until I feel better, he will take her to and from school. But I feel so bad. I want to be able to do it myself! But right now, my anxiety has me floored. I dont want to leave my house. I don't want to be alone. I hate all of this. My depersonalization is back. I just feel hopeless. I know that one day, I will be fine. But it's the process that I hate. I don't want to go through this again:cry: