FindingMyself88
MyPTSD Pro
This is probably one of my worst birthdays ever, and thats hard to top. I am spending it sitting alone outside on my porch watching a tv show on my laptop. The only highlight to this birthday was my one friend surprising me on thursday and taking me out for dinner. I feel so very alone and crushed. I keep trying to tell myself its because everyone is busy, but is it really? My roommates haven't even said anything… Have I isolated myself so much that no one cares? I went to church and maybe 3 people wished me happy birthday because they saw it on FB.
I can't get the thoughts of everything that has happened this week out of my head.. having to see my dad…another relative that I am not comfortable with messaging me. it just really sucks! Right now I honestly just want to fall asleep and imagine this day never happened...
I can't get the thoughts of everything that has happened this week out of my head.. having to see my dad…another relative that I am not comfortable with messaging me. it just really sucks! Right now I honestly just want to fall asleep and imagine this day never happened...