St.Maybe
Confident
I'm scared... I just spent an hour and a half at the police station being bullied and sweet-talked by a dispatcher and an officer in turn throughout my attempt to file an official complaint for police failure to follow up or collect evidence after my ex shot at my house.
This after him threatening to first kill my neighbor and then kill my boyfriend and myself.
I honestly don't know what to do. I'm livid pissed that glassy eyed f*ck took a shot at my house though, while my boyfriend was smoking on the deck. And I'm more than miffed that the cops didn't collect the shattered glass from the lawn light that got shot out, or look for the bullet, or st least go collect footage when they said they would, even after I called in to make sure the footage was retained and after the damn shop that had cameras in rage followed up by calling the cops to come collect it.
My current boyfriend has been kind and helpful, but I find myself extremely suspicious of him as a well... my ex gaslit me in ways I'm still staggering from and often enough I'm afraid new bf is just f*cking with my head.
I feel like I'm barely keeping it together.
This after him threatening to first kill my neighbor and then kill my boyfriend and myself.
I honestly don't know what to do. I'm livid pissed that glassy eyed f*ck took a shot at my house though, while my boyfriend was smoking on the deck. And I'm more than miffed that the cops didn't collect the shattered glass from the lawn light that got shot out, or look for the bullet, or st least go collect footage when they said they would, even after I called in to make sure the footage was retained and after the damn shop that had cameras in rage followed up by calling the cops to come collect it.
My current boyfriend has been kind and helpful, but I find myself extremely suspicious of him as a well... my ex gaslit me in ways I'm still staggering from and often enough I'm afraid new bf is just f*cking with my head.
I feel like I'm barely keeping it together.