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I was just wondering what triggers you (those who have gone through this) have connected to oral sexual abuse and "how" you trigger?
I get nauseous and feel as if no air really ever makes it to my lungs even though I'm actually breathing fine. Sometimes the feeling of suffocation makes my throat physically close, leaving me unable to breathe properly. Else than that I get a really disgusting feeling of pressure at the back of my throat, and it feels like everything is being put pressure on. I end up breathing with my nose, pressing my mouth really hard shut and push my tongue up. I'll often rub my throat or cover my mouth as well, all without really thinking of it.
It's really disgusting, I hate it. Just wondering what it's like for others.
I get nauseous and feel as if no air really ever makes it to my lungs even though I'm actually breathing fine. Sometimes the feeling of suffocation makes my throat physically close, leaving me unable to breathe properly. Else than that I get a really disgusting feeling of pressure at the back of my throat, and it feels like everything is being put pressure on. I end up breathing with my nose, pressing my mouth really hard shut and push my tongue up. I'll often rub my throat or cover my mouth as well, all without really thinking of it.
It's really disgusting, I hate it. Just wondering what it's like for others.