I've been sexually assaulted twice, once 3 years ago on a night out by a friend who wanted more and decided to spike my drink and once by an obsessive guy I was seeing at the time. It makes me ashamed that this has happened to me twice, like somehow I bring it on myself. I was diagnosed with PTSD before the second assault happened so you can imagine how much worse it is now.
My boyfriend is very supportive, but I never told him the details of the second assault. He really has no idea what happened, he just knows I freak out if he touches my wrists. After a "reliving" CBT appointment I was in pieces and he told me when I'm ready I need to tell him exactly what happened. I'm scared to.
It's much worse than he thinks it was, im scared he will get angry and go and get revenge, if he does then the guy will come after me, or maybe he won't be able to handle it. I don't know what to do.
My boyfriend is very supportive, but I never told him the details of the second assault. He really has no idea what happened, he just knows I freak out if he touches my wrists. After a "reliving" CBT appointment I was in pieces and he told me when I'm ready I need to tell him exactly what happened. I'm scared to.
It's much worse than he thinks it was, im scared he will get angry and go and get revenge, if he does then the guy will come after me, or maybe he won't be able to handle it. I don't know what to do.