I will be thinking of you today Bec, and praying the day treats you well. I cannot imagine packing away my entire family support, and being uncertain what the future held. It sounds quite lonely and frightening. I do agree however, acting as if you are still being abused cannot be healthy for you or Matt. I like your positive self-talk about the situation in spite of your fears. I do hope this will be the beginning of something much better for the both of you.
Certainly the drug withdrawals are not helping how you're feeling, nor the separation anxiety. Evie has dreadful separation anxiety at times, perhaps the two of you can chat later in the week. Do try to take it easy, continue focusing on the positives, but allow yourself all your feelings. This is a new experience for you, and you are bound to be feeling anxious about it. I would be more worried about you if you were not anxious. And Jodee makes good sense as always. Perhaps the doctors can help the two of you, and this time apart could be a good break for you both. Try not to think of it as final, as hard as that is. You will see Matt again, and very soon. Things are changing for the two of you, however hopefully for the good.
Oh dear I fear I am rambling, too many days spent in bed! :wink: In any event Bec, do take care today and keep us posted.
Certainly the drug withdrawals are not helping how you're feeling, nor the separation anxiety. Evie has dreadful separation anxiety at times, perhaps the two of you can chat later in the week. Do try to take it easy, continue focusing on the positives, but allow yourself all your feelings. This is a new experience for you, and you are bound to be feeling anxious about it. I would be more worried about you if you were not anxious. And Jodee makes good sense as always. Perhaps the doctors can help the two of you, and this time apart could be a good break for you both. Try not to think of it as final, as hard as that is. You will see Matt again, and very soon. Things are changing for the two of you, however hopefully for the good.
Oh dear I fear I am rambling, too many days spent in bed! :wink: In any event Bec, do take care today and keep us posted.