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so I have or I guess had a friend, let’s call her Amy, we were in a friend group but I wasn’t very close with her until recently. So Amy and me started hanging out more. We are similar ppl, love philosophy and art, were both lowkey ppl, we just shared a lot of interests.
Amy and a mutual friend broke up, but I remained friends with both, and they would tell me things about each other. I didn’t pick s side. Our friend Julie, attempted suicide a while back, she texted Amy, and that’s basically why they broke up.
I started noticing Amy lacked empathy, like a lot. She would say weird things like I’m dark, my sister calls me evil, I don’t feel guilt. I was like whatever she’s trying to be edgy. Let me just say, I’m an empath, so I’ve drawn some psychos to me in my time, but so far she hadn’t done anything malicious to me.
This weekend we were hanging out, it was pretty fun at first, but she told me her other friend broke up with her, I asked why, and she said he told her that she’s very dishonest. One time she told me she wanted to cut out her boyfriends heart, I asked if she meant metaphorically, and she just didn’t answer. Anyways I never took any of it seriously. She drove me to the hospital once, and basically waited the whole time.
Anyways last weekend. It was super late, and I was tired, she starts talking about how she s gonna sleep in my bed. I said no. At least ten times, but she kept pressing me, not even asking really. Finally I get her upstairs, and she picks a fight with me about avocado toast, I’m not kidding. I made myself one, but I asked her if she wanted one, she said no. Then she asks me if I’m gonna share, k I just hate sharing food, it icks me out. So I’m like I’ll make u one. Then she says no, I don’t want one. I’m like I’m gonna go to bed. She try’s driving home, completely baked in a snowstorm. I stopped her, got her to bed.
The next day I make her breakfast , explain very nicely that I cannot sleep with ppl in my bed, I’m sorry if that offended her, but since I was raped I can only sleep alone, I even kick the cat out. She harassed me for 5 days with texts, btw I know she was in love with our friend Julie. I realized maybe she was into me, maybe not, but I tell her accept her either way it’s cool, but I’m straight.
Then shit gets ugly. She belittles and idk judges me for the fact that I feel the way I do, mind u because of the rape. I feel like absolute garbage by the end of it, just so horrible? Like I’m completely worthless and I have no right to think or feel or say anything. At one point she says I don’t care what you feel, or think or say, in those words, very bluntly. I actually apologized for getting annoyed with her, which was my ptsd, but nonetheless I apologized. She told me she does think she said or did anything wrong.
I blocked her now and cut off all contact. Julie went through a similar experience with her, except hers lasted 6 months, Amy would sign up for all the same classes as her, and sit near her. Julie stopped going to classes that semester because of it.
I don’t know whether she’s really hurt and in the closet or a complete psychopath. My family thinks she’s dangerous, and they are really worried. Please any input would be helpful. I don’t know what to do.
Amy and a mutual friend broke up, but I remained friends with both, and they would tell me things about each other. I didn’t pick s side. Our friend Julie, attempted suicide a while back, she texted Amy, and that’s basically why they broke up.
I started noticing Amy lacked empathy, like a lot. She would say weird things like I’m dark, my sister calls me evil, I don’t feel guilt. I was like whatever she’s trying to be edgy. Let me just say, I’m an empath, so I’ve drawn some psychos to me in my time, but so far she hadn’t done anything malicious to me.
This weekend we were hanging out, it was pretty fun at first, but she told me her other friend broke up with her, I asked why, and she said he told her that she’s very dishonest. One time she told me she wanted to cut out her boyfriends heart, I asked if she meant metaphorically, and she just didn’t answer. Anyways I never took any of it seriously. She drove me to the hospital once, and basically waited the whole time.
Anyways last weekend. It was super late, and I was tired, she starts talking about how she s gonna sleep in my bed. I said no. At least ten times, but she kept pressing me, not even asking really. Finally I get her upstairs, and she picks a fight with me about avocado toast, I’m not kidding. I made myself one, but I asked her if she wanted one, she said no. Then she asks me if I’m gonna share, k I just hate sharing food, it icks me out. So I’m like I’ll make u one. Then she says no, I don’t want one. I’m like I’m gonna go to bed. She try’s driving home, completely baked in a snowstorm. I stopped her, got her to bed.
The next day I make her breakfast , explain very nicely that I cannot sleep with ppl in my bed, I’m sorry if that offended her, but since I was raped I can only sleep alone, I even kick the cat out. She harassed me for 5 days with texts, btw I know she was in love with our friend Julie. I realized maybe she was into me, maybe not, but I tell her accept her either way it’s cool, but I’m straight.
Then shit gets ugly. She belittles and idk judges me for the fact that I feel the way I do, mind u because of the rape. I feel like absolute garbage by the end of it, just so horrible? Like I’m completely worthless and I have no right to think or feel or say anything. At one point she says I don’t care what you feel, or think or say, in those words, very bluntly. I actually apologized for getting annoyed with her, which was my ptsd, but nonetheless I apologized. She told me she does think she said or did anything wrong.
I blocked her now and cut off all contact. Julie went through a similar experience with her, except hers lasted 6 months, Amy would sign up for all the same classes as her, and sit near her. Julie stopped going to classes that semester because of it.
I don’t know whether she’s really hurt and in the closet or a complete psychopath. My family thinks she’s dangerous, and they are really worried. Please any input would be helpful. I don’t know what to do.