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Kay Dee
Hi Anthony! It has been a little while. What a week. I swear I've been going steady 14 hours a day; no sleep. Then when I do have a little time; I can't stay awake. Make up my mind! Have been feeling some depression. Have had some right leg pain I am trying to find the cause of. Have been to a few doctors. The last one gave me a cortisone injection in my knee. Hopefully that will do the trick. If not, she is going to take x-rays of my hip.
So, having been in pain for most of the last 2-3 months; it starts getting "old." I start getting cranky. Expecially when I don't know exactly what is causing it.
Have been trying to stay out of trouble at work. I realized that I need to let my boss have his control. I almost got fired last summer. And opening my mouth when I believe in something, I guess isn't worth losing my job over. So, he can have his stupid control. I seem to be getting along better with him now. Sad, isn't it. And I'm working really hard on keeping my mouth shut. I have lots of training, job experience and 2 years of college in Human Services behind me; but I have to act like I don't know what I'm doing. So my self-esteem has been the - - - - -.
How's it going with the moving? And how are you doing? Hanging in there, I hope. Always know there are people to talk to. I am so thankful that people are only a computer away!
Have you heard from Evelyn? Just curious as to whether she has reviewed our responses on shock. Cause I don't know exactly what emotional/psychological shock is. If I were to guess, based on some experiences I have had, it's a feeling of paralyzation. Spaced out, or unable to orient to things around me. What do you think? You may feel it is something different for you. I wonder if shock is something like dissociation.
Well, I just got home after a long day of running around. I hope you are doing okay.
Talk to you soon.
Kay
Hi Anthony! It has been a little while. What a week. I swear I've been going steady 14 hours a day; no sleep. Then when I do have a little time; I can't stay awake. Make up my mind! Have been feeling some depression. Have had some right leg pain I am trying to find the cause of. Have been to a few doctors. The last one gave me a cortisone injection in my knee. Hopefully that will do the trick. If not, she is going to take x-rays of my hip.
So, having been in pain for most of the last 2-3 months; it starts getting "old." I start getting cranky. Expecially when I don't know exactly what is causing it.
Have been trying to stay out of trouble at work. I realized that I need to let my boss have his control. I almost got fired last summer. And opening my mouth when I believe in something, I guess isn't worth losing my job over. So, he can have his stupid control. I seem to be getting along better with him now. Sad, isn't it. And I'm working really hard on keeping my mouth shut. I have lots of training, job experience and 2 years of college in Human Services behind me; but I have to act like I don't know what I'm doing. So my self-esteem has been the - - - - -.
How's it going with the moving? And how are you doing? Hanging in there, I hope. Always know there are people to talk to. I am so thankful that people are only a computer away!
Have you heard from Evelyn? Just curious as to whether she has reviewed our responses on shock. Cause I don't know exactly what emotional/psychological shock is. If I were to guess, based on some experiences I have had, it's a feeling of paralyzation. Spaced out, or unable to orient to things around me. What do you think? You may feel it is something different for you. I wonder if shock is something like dissociation.
Well, I just got home after a long day of running around. I hope you are doing okay.
Talk to you soon.
Kay