When I started EMDR I was excited I was going to finally get over my PTSD. It has helped a lot but now I feel like I am obsessed with getting better all I do is think about my anxiety/PTSD and how to fix it. It has started interfering in my relationship with my boyfriend of 2 years. I feel like I lost myself all I am is PTSD and that when he finds other attractive I start to panic because no matter how many times he tell me he wants me I feel like all other women he talks to are better then me because I have PTSD. I feel like my PTSD is my biggest problem and that no one could ever love me because of it. I have became nothing all I want to do is focus on PTSD never relax never have fun. I feel like I am going to loss everything I love but I feel like can't stop. I have lived with PTSD for 7 year and all I want is it to go away. Any advice